#WritcoPoemPrompt54
I feel my heart is wrenching and I ask myself is it all worth it? The pain... the crying... the anguish...Makes me talk to God, but in what language? God, how do I proceed? God replys: 1st my child get on your knees, Pray to Me your God and tell Me what it is that you need... Dear God, 1st off I want to thank you for giving me life, I feel like I owe you cause I haven't been living right... God replys: well my child I gave you free will, and no matter what you have done I will forgive... God, why is it that I still feel like crying? I'm going through so much pain but I don't feel like dying, that's why I won't give up and I keep on trying... God replys: well my child I gave you my Word, so never should you forget what it is that you heard.... God, you did tell me what I needed to know and it by choice that I didn't continue to grow and go with your Divine flow... God replys: my child it's okay, this is a brand new day just learn to change from your old way. You still have free will so do as you say... God, I say I truly want to leave the life I lived (devil) behind and live for You for the rest of my time. My problem is I'm not sure how I turn my old ways into the new can you please tell me exactly what I need to do or can please give me a clue?........ God, I haven't received your reply, I'm sitting here wondering Why... God please help me, I...