I was lost on a dark vibe.
Assisted by pills I found a toxic place to chill.
I also fed these inner lurking demons.
Those goofy guys led me on a restless frenzy like search for revenue and drugs.
I still wasn't a thug I was just hurt by twisted love.
Doing what I wanted thats my label I lay at the table.
I won't claim anything else.
Because the facts are it isn't one hundred.
Meaning I can't represent a me that never was truly me.
Excuse the street slang it was the only way to tell of my dark times.
Survived by a thread I could visualize putting a bullet to a man's head.
My animosity frightened me what is this anger I fight and keep in its place?
When somebody touches me why did I fight back aiming to see much of their blood.
I gave violence a share of my mind.
I've been in plenty of fights in my young time.
I gave idiotic notions the key to unlock imbelical actions.
Reckless young kid living like an armys at my back running for my life.
Treating even my closest loved ones as if they weren't for my life.
I was wicked I created that fake shell to throw other people pieces of my hell.
So they could burn like I burn from this life God made.
Still lost as to how he could let it succumb to such darkness.
And I can't help feeling back then and now that he's heartless.
He wouldn't let me see the light.
I've been mad but cross up and turn on him I won't.
These dark times they are mine.
I testify to them and grimy moves I performed in this chapter.
Testifying to this as well I'm not much of a innocent civilian.
I had dark times rolling with troops from the concrete wasteland.
I still often taste a street flavored remnant of what we did.
It was survive or die we took bold moves reckless hope speaking and reaching for the aid the relief of material needs that man we call money
The loss of a pure child started here.
Watch close kids and live attentively sometimes childhoods are the biggest enemy.
The dark times begin there if you pay no attention to your welfare ill is how you'll fare.
Keep ahold of this thought carting along a massive amount of insight.
In life every morning and night you remain animated brimming with life.
Its only yourself that cares and will always be there.
Without the knowledge to act on these facts go ahead and beware in the sunless day losing will be your new trend.
In the valley of dark and death you'll be suppressed.
Girls and boys soon to be women and men!
Go to whatever means to make sure your dark times finally end.