I hate my big ass heart for it loves and cares too much about things.
I hate my big ass heart because it gets me hurt every time I think about people.
I hate my big ass heart it won't let me be big and bad and rough and tough because I had enough and it takes away from me and it can be emotionally draining.
I can't stop caring about things because I don't know how too.
I wish I could be big and bad and say no I've had enough I wish I had enough heart to be brave enough to get some people in real big trouble for fucking with me, but I don't know what to do or what do say, yet and yet again I get back lashed and Burnt out of my ways.
I want people who are bad news to listen to me and leave me alone,
but how can I say no is no when all people do is manipulation tactics that make me feel really...