I have never felt this truly Alone betrayed by my own .... once my home filled with laughter and love.....long embraced hugs ...the times we made love .
now just a fading memory of what was
with uncertainty of whats to come

what have you done ....this pain you have inflicted has left me numb stuck in my mind our memory re-runs

I am stuck in this dark space its familiar I've been here before but somthing out of place.

of this I'm sure. everything happend so fast so many emotions at one time in your mind they crash im just still trying to get a grasp and re group if a computer i would re boot

is it a feeling of somthing else more sinister about the my wife and how her motherhood was administered

is it the feeling that comes with betrayl hurt confusion your daughter and wife clearly in collusion is it the secrets they kept that caused her life to come to a conclusion

is it...