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IM SAD
Honestly im broken
Emotionally broken
Mentally broken
I hide my emotions from everyone
Coz ion need no sympathy

I smile not because im happy
But because i have a lot to hide
Im smiling to avoid the ARE YOU OKAY ? questions
Im laughing in order to try and find unfound happiness
Inside me i feel so hurt

Im sad
Past things are just haunting me down
Things that people have done to me
I sometimes question my inner spirit
Why all this pain, fear and hatred surrounding me ?
What did i myself do ?

Im sad because my life has been hell
And this smile can't do it anymore
It cant hide all the pain my smile has ran out of breath
All i wanna do now is just cry
Cry the fear, the pain and the hatred out

Maybe this smile can regain its energy back
Because i got no one to talk to , to confine in
But i guess as time i will fine the power to say what i feel
I need people to hear my cry
Before its too late
My heart is draining alll the blood out

Ive been dead long ago i just dont show it
Im sad