i know I'm going to be close for ever
but don't try to ask cause I have few uncerten question to..
you can think and it's really a true
or we can consume it like ..
what could I do ,it's choice of our ill fate and we never want to be stay a fighter forever too...

we tried hard to stop the moment who running so fast
but what could we do ?it's became the last .
seeying you farther away is not so easy , missing you every second but not want to be chess ..

cwieng every world inside of my mouth ,now who never want to come out ,
where heart always wanna tell you what I feel and shout ..
letting you go it's not been easy my dear .
I'm still waiting,watching , searching you every where ..

you farther away, I pushed you know that..
but something still here in thumping in ,it's not hate .

how I never miss you tell me sometime.
Couse lossing you again,but at least it's my last reactions and fine.
I know you did the first move to make in out ..
but I'm the one who said a little loud .
wish to see ever and ever again ..
how you are living in your that sin .
that's was a crime to started without think .

now we both are living in hell of sink.
a cave must be born when we started to hide ,thing and thought who never meanted that time became a lied.

who thought we could be apart ,
always rolling down and broke our heart ..
do you think same sometime when you miss me or hearing my name ...
or for you now our love was a sheme ..
I'm the victim or did it a crime?
both our life is like come up as lime..

test of love became now bitter..
it's was never been that and never be sweeter...

we will live life with broken trust ,tear and hate,
we will meet people without all this..

like stone who never feel anything we will be walk everywhere ,do everything without feel anything.

we could be Lough and brevely face the world again ..
join some one or make family for happyness claim..

but what I see and feel my love, since when I felt we broken ..
inside of heart we created a hole who never going to be plane..

we can't be happy in our happiest moment in future, every passing minute will be going like tourcher ..
I even can't know how we feel when we are together and part ,and now parted alone..

the cave is deeper and going to be deep more ..
I were afraid before say a word .
now I'm ready for all without hope ..
it's a life I choosen and going to choose again ..
but not want to stop you or stuck in this relation again ...

hope now you understand and not ask me why ?
cause you know the better ,
what behind this and it's sheme.

I don't want you feel guilty alone when I were part of this all ..
cause I'm the one who proposed you and lefted Too...

but happy to think it better to left before living with one who never in love and not sure





© pratima das