It shouldn't be this way
I don't have to fight like this for something I deserve
We deserve
How can I make you want me
Yet you don't wish to breath the same air as me
All I need is the embrace of your stare as I gather my strength to make you want me
I should not be going through all this to get a word from you
You have a voice, use it towards me
Not to those that can have others to put them in a trance with their domain
You seem to stare at those flowers but not at me
Yet I can't seem to tear my eyes off you not for a single second
Is it wrong to love and expect it back?
Am the one at fault for trying to making you want me
I shouldn't suffer like this, I am sure they are lesser punishments
Physically hurt me but dont break my heart
It can't take any of it anymore
If you don't make effort my heart will stop looking at you
And anyone at that matter
If it does, I will be a shell of what you tortured and destroyed willingly
I shouldn't cry to you, this is not fair
I don't want to hate me because of you
How do I make you love me?
Answer my nerve wrecking question
Tell me what you want and need, I will be your wildest dream if you let me
Please let me
It is not fair that I have to beg, I don't need to beg for you
Just tell me what you need and I will make it happen
Destroy me and torture my soul to your pleasure
Make me hate you in the most vile way imaginable
But please don't break my heart

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