This would be a day I'd never forget.
how could I when before I was all you wanted to be with.
Now your making me feel like I'm alone.
Then you wonder why HWY 85 & Cox Rd.
WAS the suicidal thought
an that's all
I could do to try get on the edge of the bridge
just so I can take all the pain away.
I felt like this was the only way out.
HOW could the man I love really think this was a joke.
Or that I was playing or joking
LIKE I'm looking for attention.
Why can't you understand
that when you said
you didn't want me anymore.
Made me feel like
my purpose was gone.
I didn't know
how to love
but I wanted
to learn
to love you.
Cause I've never felt
these feelings.
I needed you
to understand
when I met you
I was in a
fuckin dark place.
in a dark space.
YOU brought me outta.
I didn't know
how to love you
I didn't know
how to love me
but I knew that
I'd said
some fucked up things.
I should've not said
an done.
I never have
been able to say
that anyone
was ever as loyal
as you
you showed me things
ida never experienced
before an you
made me feel like
I was perfect
for you
your breakfast lunch
an dinner
the only thing
that would
stay on my mind
was the fact
that my love was blind.
but by the
end of the night
you told me get lost
I've cried
an cut myself
hurting myself was
the only thing
at the time that
made sense.
so jumping off
the ledge of wall
should come free
of cost.
how could it be
that all my
bad actions caught
up to me
now I wish I was dead
all of everything
just kept on repeat
in the back of my head.
If you truly love me
save me don't
let me jump
I can't take no more
please tell me you love me an don't want me to go.



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