It's been 66 Days and I
still haven't seen the sunrise
after my sleepless nights.

No one can understand
All the thoughts in my mind

you're already ahead of me in time
I am not the same person from yesterday
I am still thinking of you everyday
in new ways in new scenes in my head.

you are fearless and flying so high
I can't seem to fight all my unknown demons
you seem to know every step you plan
I don't know the pieces that i have.

i want to be somebody
that you can be proud of
not a burden or a sad story to cry about

Don't stay if you pity me.
Leave me when you hate me.
Till then I won't believe that you love me.

I have a hundered questions to ask you
but i forget everything the moment i see you

Worries disappear and reappear, day and night.
I still haven't asked that one question yet.

© _holy_stars_