I didn't want that to happen to me.

The experience has more than shaped me into what you see today.
All I long to hear is please "don't leave, stay".
"With me you'll find a way."
"I won't hurt you,"
"harm you,"
"or make you afraid."
"I will stay by your side even when you're screaming to go away."
"I will listen intently and only talk to you gently."
"I won't stick around and listen to you cry,
without holding you until your tears cease."
"Your secrets I will always keep."
"I understand what consent is
if/when you fall asleep."

I think If he loved me he would be able to quiet the insecurities.
he would help me with whatever.
cuz he knows no one can do it better.
I want to hear "it's okay," (when i fail)
"Cuz tomorrows another day."
He would know when...