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cry for help
Hes been gone for two years,
I want to get drung, i want to get high, just so i dont feel the pain in my heart.
No one gets it and no one understands that i want to get numb.
The pain in my heart is still here, i hope i will end it on the new years.
I dont care about anything anymore, maybe thats what i was meant for. If only i could see him for the last time again. Maybe my heart would be full again.
Its not a boy, its not a girl, its a pet that i have the biggest love for.
Maybe i should join him, like my another pet did. I shouldnt be alive, like for a year or three
Its something i cant stop think about. Maybe i should just die.
But how could i?
My friends need me and im there for them.
I dont need anyone, i can be here for myself. So why am i getting punished? Just because i want to feel nothing. Maybe its a curse, maybe its my blood. I cant feel a thing, and thats what i like. Its like im not there, when will this all end. And what if i kill myself? Who would care?
No one not a single soul, its like im just a fucking doll. Here for everyone to play on, just to forget what i did for them. Maybe its a curse. I dont care, i just hope this all will end.
I cant feel a thing, thats what i like, maybe i should cut them all of, that will be right.
But i want to help, even though im a ghost for them.
Tell me, why should i live? Its for nothing, maybe i am just a myth. I want to be a flower, a pink one that just grows from the glass, maybe i should end it, like a mistake that should not exist. What am i here for? Maybe i should cry for help and maybe i should scream for help, but no one will hear me so its useless. I should just walk out of everyones life, they will be happy, just like my dog was. I should end it all, no one cares, so it doesnt matter if everything ends. My emotions arent valid, so why should i breathe? Maybe i could end things, before anyone notice. I will be here for everyone, but whose here for me. Thats a good question, i just can't breathe. I want to get drunk so i can't feel a thing, because thats the only time i feel happy. Its like a curse or something, i dont understand why am i so selfish.
I wish i could be a normal teenager, like everyone else, dance in the rain and feel happiness. But thats just fantasy and nothing else
I want to get drung, i want to get high, just so i dont feel the pain in my heart.
No one gets it and no one understands that i want to get numb.
The pain in my heart is still here, i hope i will end it on the new years.
I dont care about anything anymore, maybe thats what i was meant for. If only i could see him for the last time again. Maybe my heart would be full again.
Its not a boy, its not a girl, its a pet that i have the biggest love for.
Maybe i should join him, like my another pet did. I shouldnt be alive, like for a year or three
Its something i cant stop think about. Maybe i should just die.
But how could i?
My friends need me and im there for them.
I dont need anyone, i can be here for myself. So why am i getting punished? Just because i want to feel nothing. Maybe its a curse, maybe its my blood. I cant feel a thing, and thats what i like. Its like im not there, when will this all end. And what if i kill myself? Who would care?
No one not a single soul, its like im just a fucking doll. Here for everyone to play on, just to forget what i did for them. Maybe its a curse. I dont care, i just hope this all will end.
I cant feel a thing, thats what i like, maybe i should cut them all of, that will be right.
But i want to help, even though im a ghost for them.
Tell me, why should i live? Its for nothing, maybe i am just a myth. I want to be a flower, a pink one that just grows from the glass, maybe i should end it, like a mistake that should not exist. What am i here for? Maybe i should cry for help and maybe i should scream for help, but no one will hear me so its useless. I should just walk out of everyones life, they will be happy, just like my dog was. I should end it all, no one cares, so it doesnt matter if everything ends. My emotions arent valid, so why should i breathe? Maybe i could end things, before anyone notice. I will be here for everyone, but whose here for me. Thats a good question, i just can't breathe. I want to get drunk so i can't feel a thing, because thats the only time i feel happy. Its like a curse or something, i dont understand why am i so selfish.
I wish i could be a normal teenager, like everyone else, dance in the rain and feel happiness. But thats just fantasy and nothing else
