I've never been kissed.
I've always kissed them,
Being brave in a moment of pure domination.
I don't even think I'd know how to react.
I'd probably freeze up,
maybe kiss them back.
It's weird when I think about it,
it makes me wonder why I've never been kissed.
Am I that intimidating or that intense?
Do guys just not see me that way until they realize I'm an option?
Something they can use and leave when they don't want to opt in?
I've never been kissed,
at least not at first.
Would you savor these lips if I'm in a hearse?
Cold and dead, lifeless and pale
Red, pink, and faded
Utterly stale
I wonder what it is, that makes me unkissable
Am I that undesirable with these cute little dimples?
I've never been kissed,
But I know I've been missed
Once they've had a taste of me
They never forget
I realized today that all of my long term relationships
Started as a lie to try to get a piece of it
Making someone jealous, or just pure lust
Pump me and dump me, until they realize they can't get enough
It's like an old friend said,
They want my golden treasure
For once they've discovered me
They want to keep me forever

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