It isn't that my hands weren't shaking for a while....
It isn't that I didn't think of my parent's smile....
It's just that my longing to wander freely intensified....
Some pills went inside and I was free but my body died....

Feeling ecstatic that it ended I saw my body lifeless....
But this step of mine made everything worthless....
I carelessly broke apart the only world my mom knew...
And I shattered the dreams of my father which were due....

And when my mother came helplessly searching for me....
I saw fear in her eyes at the dreadful sight of me....
And she gently pulled me in...