I got a letter and a drawing from you.
You want us to be in love again
You said what you want me to do.
but because of you I‘m scared of every men.

I read and read it again and again
and every time I read those words,
I forget a fragment of what you did back then.
The memories are like flying birds.

I just got these memories back
and now they‘re blurring away.
Maybe it wasn’t an attack.
Maybe it was just his loving way.

Was I just dramatic
and maybe I didn’t say no?
But then why was it so traumatic?
Why does I still feel hands on me everywhere I go?

I feel hands on me,
but now I don’t know why.
I‘m confused. Where do I want to be?
I want to be with this guy.

I got a letter and a drawing from you
and now all bad memories are gone.
It’s like all the things weren’t true.
I really don’t get this jigsawn.

© lisann