Losses

Granny;
I love you Sweetie Pie..
I really hate to see you cry..

But not as much as you having to live through day I'd die..

October 2nd, 1999,
And when I left this world, 
I'm sorry, I couldn't look into your eyes..

The end and my demise,
Started hate, and pure despise..

Such a pretty day, wish I could stay, and take the pain away..

But God called and I answered,
Cause I couldn't stay another day..

Happened in the morning,
Not late, inside your bed you lay..

Listening to Pam cry hysterically,
After my fade...

It hurt you bad, results were surely costly...

You couldn't understand,
But you knew that you had lost me..

I was stressing, 
And I ended in a coffin..

I still watch your every move,
And see you crying, as you're smoking, coughing..

You got my blanket still, a gift, 
That's now a gift for me,

I wouldn't change the outcome,
You'd probably just turn out differently..

Your first love that you lost,
Just please remember me,

I know it broke your heart,
Now you can live as you make history..

(I love you sweetie pie.)



Slap;
What's going on Zo,
You know I miss ya,

When you had to let me go,
I know you reached out for a tissue..

But elbows up,
You know the love isn't an issue..

I may be gone in the physical world,
But I'm still with ya..

I gave my heart away,
Fell of the bus,
And then I passed away..

Sorry you found out how you did,
And how I stepped astray..

But ya mama hurt me when she messed around,
It's hard to say..

Didn't see each other as much,
Cause I was kept at Bay..

It hurt me so much, that I never got over that part..

Was sposed to live together,
I was jailed, and it kept us apart..

We was super close from the jump, my son from the start,

I DIED from one,
Resulting in you LIVING with a broken heart...

(I'm sorry Zo, but I love you. Elbows up.)



Gloria;
What's going on Zo, I'm missing y'all, and ya mama..

She was my bestie, but I got murdered over some drama..

The night of Slap's funeral,
We sipped Bahama Mama,

And then two days later,
I paid for J.R.'s karma..

He shot me in the head, and dragged me, left me for dead,

All because inside my house lay a woman inside our bed..

I was gonna leave him, can't regret what's done or said,

If I knew that it would end that way,
We never would've wed..

You lived a broken dream,
Losing us 7 days between..

I lost my life to hate, as well as fatal attraction,

Should've left awhile before, from the way that he was acting..

He stopped my life short, with the strongest sense of traction,

And it cut your spirit in half,
The strongest sense of fractions..

You always tripped me out, and was fun to be around,

And we have great memories,
Because fun was always bound..

Take a second of silence for us who's not around....

Including me, because unfortunately, I got gunned down...
(Take care, love your aunty.)
© SotaylordOut