When you have decided to no longer subject yourself to the standards, judgments, expectations, demands, or affections of others, You have decided to no longer have friends, at which point you can start to make amends, not for the relationships you lost but for how much sanity they've cost, and as matter of fact it's a towering stack and could cause years before your life is on track, and I know what your askin, what with the lack of distraction, you pick one of your dreams and then make that shit happen, it isn't ambition you lack, it's your acquaintances holding you back, but it's danger close and their in the field of attack, a cold shoulder for a speed loader, fighter jets battleships and...