my last breath- told through the eyes of my grandson
his mother did this to him.
his mother walks free.
I wrote this through his eyes sinse she took his voice.
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seven months of age
that's how old I was
my mother flew into her final rage
well perhaps not her final
but the final one for me
the one where she would take my last breath, literally
see my momma don't like my daddy going to school
in fact my mom and dad didn't agree on anything these days
so I was crying , I couldn't stop myself
the reason was well, the last time she raged
she broke my rib's on that shelf
I really tried to understand
to be the child she wanted me to be
but it's really hard
7 months , thats all I am , you see
so she was angry, her eyes turned cold
my mama was very young, my God how angry will she be when she's old
I heard her screaming
I heard her yell
I tried to stop crying
then I heard her tell daddy to go to hell
then she came to me
th rage took control
this was it
her anger finally took its toll
she looked at me with such disgust
please mama walk away leave the house if you must
call grandma back she wants to come get me
no you won't allow it
I have to be part of the punishment you see
whenever she thinks my daddy does wrong
mama hurts me
but today it's different
it won't just be broken ribs .I can already see
I see the hate, the rage, the essence of evil
then she turns to me and starts to cover my face
I can't see or hear or breathe
I can't even get a mouth full
air I need air
but she won't let me breathe
please mama
please stop
what are you doing to me
suddenly things start to turn dark
it's as if it's all going away
maybe I'll wake up and it will be ok
my eyes start to flutter
the light is so bright
how long was I asleep
is it day or night
why is everyone crying
do they think I'm dying
I try to cry..to yell or coo
I try to do all the things I used to do
I can't move my hands or my legs or feet
I can't make a noise
I'm wrapped in a...
his mother walks free.
I wrote this through his eyes sinse she took his voice.
chek out our facebook page facebook@ DiaryOfAnAngryGrandma
seven months of age
that's how old I was
my mother flew into her final rage
well perhaps not her final
but the final one for me
the one where she would take my last breath, literally
see my momma don't like my daddy going to school
in fact my mom and dad didn't agree on anything these days
so I was crying , I couldn't stop myself
the reason was well, the last time she raged
she broke my rib's on that shelf
I really tried to understand
to be the child she wanted me to be
but it's really hard
7 months , thats all I am , you see
so she was angry, her eyes turned cold
my mama was very young, my God how angry will she be when she's old
I heard her screaming
I heard her yell
I tried to stop crying
then I heard her tell daddy to go to hell
then she came to me
th rage took control
this was it
her anger finally took its toll
she looked at me with such disgust
please mama walk away leave the house if you must
call grandma back she wants to come get me
no you won't allow it
I have to be part of the punishment you see
whenever she thinks my daddy does wrong
mama hurts me
but today it's different
it won't just be broken ribs .I can already see
I see the hate, the rage, the essence of evil
then she turns to me and starts to cover my face
I can't see or hear or breathe
I can't even get a mouth full
air I need air
but she won't let me breathe
please mama
please stop
what are you doing to me
suddenly things start to turn dark
it's as if it's all going away
maybe I'll wake up and it will be ok
my eyes start to flutter
the light is so bright
how long was I asleep
is it day or night
why is everyone crying
do they think I'm dying
I try to cry..to yell or coo
I try to do all the things I used to do
I can't move my hands or my legs or feet
I can't make a noise
I'm wrapped in a...