No matter what I do
No one can take my love
I still can't seem to get it right
I pray to God above
Emotions help my lose my way
When I'm not feeling loved
We were in a living nightmare
And fighting everyday
I always said I had to work
So I could run away
My son He got a shitty hand
I didn't even play
I was barely ever there
And when I was
I was high that day
I think about our wedding day
And things we didn't do
I was supposed to be your Man
But wasn't there for you
I think about my kids ...