If I told you my body was the home to a chaotic soul
Would you still look at me with peace in your eyes?
Would you love me less knowing I fell in love with darkness?
That in light I'm afraid for the world to see my flaws
Is it okay that I'm not perfect?
because I have so many imperfections
I'm afraid you'll look at me one day and you'll see the hurt I've been through
The struggles that nearly killed me
The damaged heart that beats within my chest
I'm so scared that in my world of chaos you'll think there's no place for you calm
Yet its your stillness that quiets my storm


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