Why am I still going through this kind of hurt
As old as I am, why do I still put myself through this kind of pain.
I should have known by now what this was from the very beginning. yet I let my heart take over and fell for you. exactly what I told myself I wouldn't do. .... boy... That just goes to show you I didn't have a clue. I never intended for me to fall for you. this I must say is all so true. so quickly, so quietly so unintentionally I was what many might say infatuated with you. I suppose after you figured that out. you bent down and gave me your bow out. which was hurtful and painful. that I soon figured out. what you were all about. and you left me with nothing but sadness and so much doubt.
© Stephanie mh