This heaviness I feel
Is inexplicable
It weakens me somehow
This tiredness I feel
Isn't even physical
Mind feels tired somehow
Ask me if I am alright
I say I could pretend to be
to convince somebody
But I ain't saying that
as if I betray my own feelings
phases changed so fast
That life really revealed its ugliness
but I still seek for beauty within
feeling blessed for everything I have
What do I seek for I still wonder
What is this all about I still question...?
I regret that I kept my smiles on hold
Wiped my tears that overflown
Stuck in my head with thoughts overloud
In silly anxieties I drowned
Locked my emotions from outside world
& feelings freezed
out of left unexpressed
I foolishly caged my happiness
& didn't let it out
until the sky was clear
&...