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Alone
I am constantly alone
Its like you don't even see me as a priority anymore
You fake it and make me believe you mean it
But in the end it's all rubbish
And yet I still hold on to that little hope that you'll be there
Because you're my sister
You're supposed to be there with me till the end
Whether either of us likes it or not
I get that you're getting older
But does older mean you don't have enough time to talk to me?
I feel like there's a translucent wall between us
I can see you but not in the way I want to
I watch you from a distance while you live your life
Remembering the good ol times when I was your main light
But now I am considering whether or not I really was
Because you make me feel like the most lucky little sister in the world
And then the next day it feels like I was never there at all.


© Tannni