I had to be strong going through what I have faced nobody really understand what people have to deal with and go through when you have kids they have disability and thinking about it is very complicated for you that same thing but do you have kids you learn you have to be spend no matter what God got you back but you just have to be doing the baby sister like God on the juices that means be a strong mother and do the best you can life teach you a lot of things and nothing too I just wanted to say I thank God for everything he have built in my life and how he's taking me through everything and I have seen a lot of things that people didn't think I seen but the same time he let me see it in front of everybody's face and he's showing me still right nothing to say that everything that I said was wrong and the people that I thought was good was not good he showed me I got Gang stalked and I didn't know I was being Gang stalked and he also showed me about a betrayal that I never knew that could happen to me my family and my ex-husband family also was not the best thing my neighbors also thought I had friends which I know I know now that I didn't have not one friend no matter how much I did for them or I made sure they had someone lay their head or feeding behind make sure everybody's good when everybody unfortunately did not make sure I was okay I will Foster arrested falsely placed on probation I mean lost my whole life not my heart but same time I learned a big lesson and everybody don't have to fall short because of some people sometimes we have people that just don't have no respect and don't know what respect is or they just don't they never had respect so they don't know how to put to give it out but the same time I look back at how I treated my mom and I treated my dad and the treatment did not come back to me try to build my legacy and my kids might have did bad but at the same time I'm not looking at them in the same way I did baked in I looking now they got their own kids now and now they get to see what Mom say it's what it is and it's not being funny it just life and it go on and then nothing too we have the respect that when you do good by Mom and Dad good come back to you and I think I did a good job and I'm not going to complain I have to remind my I love them it now you guys time to be parent so don't complain I just want my life back because I am worth it to enjoy my time now I did everything for them and lost a lot because of the action they did to me but they have to deal with God also all I want is for the state of Georgia to restore my name give me my life back I haven't been able to get my benefits like graceful people how they had me living under my meaning and judicial system is need to restore my name also for them falsely placed me on probation because of police that did a bad job everyone did not have problem like me just thanks God for my divorced because I do love my self I had my share of problem but I always made it and the cps also falsely accused my problem kids because someone else problem bring it to my door because a nasty people that stay nextdoor and so I had to forgive
© Selena Ellison