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I LIVE ON DRUGS.
I Live On Drugs.

Yea, I know I've got the looks,
Sometimes I get startled by my own beauty.
They tell me that they want to be like me,
Sometimes what you see is not all there is.
I wake up and sleep on drugs,
To me, it is drugs then oxygen.
Should I feel like not living anymore,
I could just decide to go a day without drugs.
Well taking drugs doesn't mean I won't die,
It only means I won't die just soon.

I feel like throwing up thinking about myself,
If I could just exchange my beauty for my health.
I live on drugs and I'm used to it,
I'm still curious if I'll get used to no-drugs eventually.
Asthma decides when and how I breath,
I think we had control over our lives.
This prayer I've learnt so hard,
"Harvest is no blessing when death is the crop.
Death is everywhere, I just hope mine comes in ripe season."
Do you still want to be like me?
I'm curious.
© Omega*3