Mind stuck in thoughts
past flashbacks following as shadow
silent heart ,choked breath
uneasiness in heart bcz of breathlessness
dry eyes,heart waiting for heavy rain
seeds of sadness I want to remove
smile on my face yet hidden tears in eyes
oh my god give me my peace back
nightmares,thoughts what is it that knocks my head
I ask these questions to myself again &again
Thoughts stuck in my head beating me deeply same like a nail on window
it makes me bang my head and cry so hard
but what to do and how to do
my dry eyes are betraying me as I want to cry buckets to release this pain
what am I holding for so long
ashes or my past or not able to accept my present
is my hurt so deep that love is fading
or is my sadness making me think so
love comes with its own choice and leaves that way also
today I knew it but I ask myself do I still love him
staying apart from him aches my heart
yet having him with me reminds me of past mistakes
I am in the middle of a river
don't know whether to keep going or come out of it .
expression of present thoughts
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