If you're reading this
I want you to know
You're a light in the darkness
You're irreplaceable
I know that times get hard
People come and go
but you'll always be my person
No matter where you go
I know it gets lonely
but you'll never be alone
So don't push me away
I'm sorry if I don't show appreciation
But you mean the world to me
I know people change
but I'm never gonna leave
So if you're reading this
don't walk away
It isn't easy
but don't forget the way
you've changed my life
The way you've helped me grow
You'll always be wanted
Even if it doesn't show
You're so amazing
You're stronger than you know
So if you're reading this
You don't have to go
If you're reading this
I owe you an apology
I think some conversations brought out our anxieties
We created problems
Simply out of fear
to not lose what we had
To hold each other near
We created distance
Where distance wasn't there
Trying to build a boundary
We brought each other tears
When in reality
Nothing had to change
Can't we just go back to the good old days?
Can we start over?
Let's take the pressure off
Let's have fun again
Where fun was forgot
We don't have to do this
We don't have to go separate ways
So if you're reading this,
won't you stay?
If you're reading this,
I love you, you know.
You'll always be my best friend,
You've sort of grown on my heart.
I didn't mean to make you feel
any obligations.
Let's take the pressure off.
Explore new sensations..
You drive me crazy.
I know you've been stressed.
I'm sorry if I hurt you,
Or made you feel depressed.
I won't hold you back
If you really want to leave
That would be entirely selfish of me
But if you're reading this,
I had to try
You mean to much to me to let you fall by the wayside
I wont hold you back
Just tell me what you need
If I'm toxic for your well being
I won't stop you if you leave
but I'm not giving up
If I did, what kind of friend would I be?
To just leave you alone, in the times you really need somebody
If you're reading this...
If you're reading this...
You'll always be in my heart.




© mistybby