I want to be that girl again, but where do I start, where do I begin, I know so much more then I did back then, how can I go back to being so ignorant,
like I'm actually asking, cos I don't see that being a possibility,
I've learnt alot more, I've been burnt so much more, the scars are so deep you could read the novel if U look beneath the skin, you will see way more then you can visually imagine, you will find a little girl lonley and waiting, waiting for a day something or someone would convince her to stay in overtime world but she just making up reasons , over time she found some strength to fight the demons, she found the strength to kick them out, living rent free pffft she wasnt ever gunna let them back in,
they would fight to be heard and she would fight harder to be seen, fight harder to paint over that mask each time those Demons were starting to be seen,
they take all the colour from me,
it's all dark in here,
lucky noone is looking, they couldn't find me, it's ok though it's where I like to go,
look deeper U will find a angry teen, couldn't tell that bitch anything 🙄 she was always down for the fight tho, the one they all call the one they remember when shit don't go right at all,
now she could take it as a compliment but she takes it as a insult instead, her head is now over thinking every damn time those words were ever mentioned what did they mean what was behind the line what was hiding what couldn't I see what was so impacting that she hated everyone and everything



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