I am a chain smoker,
I am a heavy drinker
The air I breath is toxic,
The liquid inside me have toxins

I don't know which way to go,
My compass broke a long time ago
I continue to live without guidance,
Carrying a load of vices
Singing a lullaby until tomorrow comes

This tragic life ends when I felt that it was endless
When the time you came and turn my sadness into happiness
You bring me back to life,
You let me share your path with me

A path I long with a beautiful destination,
Becomes a nightmare,
I wish I did not let my guard down
Because it much harder to get back up again

Once again,
I am a chain smoker,
I smoke dozens of cigarettes in a week,
I am a heavy drinker,
I drink several pints of liquor everyday
This is how I live my life,
Not until you found me and I found you

I did not ask for anything,
I just want to change something
But I should not let my guard down
I really shouldn't...

Because the moment we become together,
You became a fog that blinds me,
My life becomes much pointless and nearing to an end,
The end that I never seen before

If I only new from the start,
I should have walked away,
No!
I should have ignored you
So, I got no chance to spend my time with you



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