In the new year's haze,
My heart's heavy weight,
They whisper for my surrender,
But I won't take the bait.
Fear pulses within, causing quite a debate,
But I won't let it seal my uncertain fate.
Oh dear,
You may be unaware,
Your presence, a catalyst for the tear.
Because of you, it fell,
Making things unclear.
Healing feels distant, a daunting frontier,
Through this tempest inside,
My heart needs to steer.