look,I ain't crying or anything
but I just wanna vent

why would I force to be someone I ain't?
I mean
is there someone on this Earth who can understand my pain?
but ive realised something
maybe I have never really been in control on my own life

why do someone get to choose for me what I should do?
sometimes,
I do feel wasted
what's the joy of it?
there's no joy,trust me
I feel like hating life
but at the same time,I know it's not over,
till I myself,I put a full stop on it
go on babygirl, everything will be okay