I'm devastated in a Glum...
due to the fact that you are frustrated with me and I know it's not a Tantrum.....

Nightmares are haunting me Every Night,
that fear makes me Terrified....

Last night I realized that maybe I'm the worst person on this planet Earth......
somewhere deep down inside I feel
that, Because
I'm the reason for your Hurt.....

Yess...., sometimes i'm Rude, Cold and Exasperated,
sometimes i'm cold with my bestfriend Ayushi Also.....
and that's what the thing, that makes me Contemptible....
I think so.......

Now, Ayushi after reading this don't be considerate......
Coz I don't deserve that.....

if i've started to consider things about myself that doesn't mean that i've become Selfish.....
I want to ask you my love, why these things takes you to the state of No Bliss......


I think I shouldn't give a damn about Myself,
coz I'm suppose to be all about Yourself....


I wonder about one Thing, hurting you and make you feel bad is not my Thing....


The mere thought of hurting you makes my heart leap out from my Chest....
I want to shower you with all love and the things that are Best....

When I say "I love you" and you don't reply me with "I love you too".....
that's enough for me to understand that how disgruntled you are with Me.......
But really.., that playful, happy and blissful sight of you I want to See....

Since you are Exasperated.....
I ask for your apology for the trouble I Created.....

You mean alot to Me...., when I see your smile, I go in a pure Glee.....

I want to see you elated & make you grin Wide.....
Dear my love.....
That would be a Diamond for my Eye.....




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