Sometimes i hate myself
So much that even doubt creeps in
Unable to see my worth
How I wish I was heartless
Maybe then I'll have fulfilment

My heart is so stupid sometimes
I always wish for a warning
Just a little danger signal to gird up
Can I atleast get a hint
Im tired of loving the undeserving

Somehow I blame myself
For expecting too much
Seeing perfection in imperfect beings
So innocent and so beautiful
I said as I watch my walls crumble down

My heart was too excited
Beating to the sound of the melodies
Composed by 2 souls with blemishes
It's all mutual feelings and sparks
let's enjoy while it still last

©Nash_the.poet