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STUCK
STUCK
BY C WYNTER

I don't like it here, this place where there is no choice,
So I sink into the abyss of stagnation, oh depression rejoice!,
There is no positive support as I battle the enemy of the mental,
Told I'm demon possessed with this pain, surrounded by the disillusioned,
All my plans are laid to waste, what haven't I tried,
You can have it all if you work hard, the schools lied,
My life is a mess, I'm not looking forward to deeper years,
If it's just a continuation of the now, I don't want to be there,
Don't belittle me, of course I have prayed, no answer though,
Guess I am not worth answering , so on with this life I go,
I choke on all my dreams, the hopes I tried to live by,
My younger me is disappointed, the older me too numb to cry,
Everything is dark and gloomy, and life is just too much,
When you've tried your hardest, but still remain stuck.

© C.Wynter