I hate it when she says I'm weird, I'm not if anybody's weird, it is her, she is the one who believes everything she sees on AFRICA MAGIC, she is the one that is so superstitious that any time thunder strikes she starts screaming "They have succeeded".

I hate that I don't say anything to her, I hate that I just accept it.

I hate that I have the lowest self esteem that I know of.

I hate that I feel I can do nothing about it

I hate that I am like a doctor with heroin, I know it's bad but I can't just stop.

I hate that they say I'm ugly.

I hate that I believe what they say, I hate that I hang on to their every word.

I hate that it makes me feel bad.

I hate that when any one compliments me, I hate that I can't just believe it.

I hate that face I see when I look in the mirror, I hate that it just irritates me.

I hate it when I remember how they treated me, like I was trash with no value.

I hate that I took it all in,...