Tired of pain,
Tired of hurt.
Where did I go wrong to deserve this?
Every step I take in the direction I want to go,
I get stopped in my tracks.
The pain, the hurt, the agony,
follow me wherever I go.
Secluded voices enter the links to my heart,
What they say, I couldn't tell you.
Shattered in pieces, unable to be mended back together.
Ghosts float above me,
Teasing the very existence of me.
The hole inside me exists,
no matter how much I try to defy it.
Lost in the thoughts that threaten to tear me apart,
but it seems it has already happened.
Pain consumes thy heart to give it pleasure of the feeling of being alone.
And it's already taken over the only things that I had left of me.
Broken, hurt, agonizing feeling of the only things that made me who I am.
And yet, here I am,
Every step I take, is a falter of the steps I need to take.
Fear takes over my mind.
Pain takes over my heart.
Agony takes over me.
Loneliness takes over my character.
Neglect takes over what I feel.
Hurt takes over everything.
Who am I now?