Dear Dad,
A long sheet of papers,
Alot to share and alot to express.
I can't organise my thoughts ..
How to begin as I'm not used to it .
One thing I envied in this world is that..
People around me who haves a dad to called.
Not like me mentioning as Late.washi's daughters.
People bragged about their dad..
Yet I stayed numed.
Neighbors dad come back from the military with a handful of toys,joyed,hug and love
They remember how their dad looks like ,
How their dad support them ,
How their dad walk around with them,
How their dad scold them and treat them ,
How their dad taught them a manners and discipline.
Yet I remembered how I only missed you ...
I had not remember your face
We couldn't do much ...
As I was 3 when you were gone .
Back then I don't know what does a dad means to me
As I'm 22 I missed your presence every single moment that I had achieved and failed
I wanna bragged about my grades ,
I wish to tell you how I felt when I had an arguments with mom ...
I wanna ask for a Christmas present..
Getting a Birthday wishes from you..
Like the others dad ..I want you to bragged about your daughter.
When I'm sad and down,
i wish you could stay by my side and persuade me .
As I grew older and get married,
I want you to be the person who walk me down to aisle.
I wish to tell you everything but you are gone too soon ..
Hope we could met someday but I doubt if you could remember me as your daughter or would we become a stranger
For once I wish to call you dad in this world
I had not dreamt about you not for once ...
Your image are slowly fading but I missed your presence ...
Was it because you and I didn't stay for a long days or a years .?
if you could have seen how I grew up ...!
I Wish to be daddy's little girl..!
I just missed you ...dad...




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