I wrote a thousand unsent letters to you,
I am a strange lover,
Who loved you with a pen not a peck,

I never dated a real person,
Role played,
Fictional characters and popular figures,

A life that was,
Full of disdain from near and distant ones,
Being unvalued for what i was,

They called me a looser for a reason,
For thinking out of the box,
Being miserable at work and relations,
And not committing philosophical suicide,

My love for philosophy,
Was condemned and manipulated,
Leaving me sulking and invalidated,

However when I ponder over life,
I sense the absurdity that life innately has,
Nothing needs to be claimed,
Not even your approval,
I shall rest in my grave with no regrets !!


© cacti


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