Can’t be vulnerable with people
Can’t make myself change
Tired of getting hurt
Why am I always the one to blame?
2 much internal pain
Repetition compounds in my brain
Telling myself the same words
“I’ve got to go to school”
“I’m not a bad person”
“I got to move on”
My past always haunting me
Like a old school song
Repeating insecurities
Crawling down my spine
I want a new body
A different personality
A whole new life
Tired of constantly feeling insecure
I’m always overwhelmed, to immature
Stuck trying to fix an image that is broken
Stuck repeating the same mistakes and I’m still not learnin
I’m bored of my shitty poetry
I’m exhausted for fighting everyday to get others to accept me but truthfully no one seems to actually like me
Let me go hide in my self
Going back into my dense shell
Why am I always the one fucking up
Ruining relationships
Hurting others unintentionally
Feeling lost, hurt by the others that i choose to care for
Can’t call you my brother, not my friend
A sneaky suspicion that im not good at making amends
Too vulnerable, it repeatedly gets me caught up
Feeling like the bad guy, I’m feeling so stuck
Fuck over my image, look into my past
The emotions seem to always overtake me
They always last
I feel like I’m stuck on a loop
Why do I always fuck up everything
Is this all my fault?
My past catches up to me
At its own pace, especially when I’m alone
Tired of trying to win some imaginary mind game
I’m stupid, I’m vain, I’m indecisive
Looking around at all my...