I don't know
How I really feel.
I am numb.

My thoughts
Are reappearing.
I felt like there was a wall
Between me
And most of my thoughts
And my feelings.

I am anxious.
I'm terrified.

Although it's uncomfortable
To be away
From parts of my own mind,
I don't want to break the wall
Just yet.

It protects me.
My thoughts
Cut through me like a knife.

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