I only pray for your patience

I can't see you crying because you are still standing in the rain
With all your smiles, your pain i failed to ascertain
I misconstrued your frown for something bitter in your mouth
I was deaf to your silent screams yet they were very loud

You continued to mistake my ignorance for nonchalance
Now you are ice cold and i can almost feel the avalanche
It has been a slippery slope and my negligence led to this flop
I really thought we were infallible, but the ball i continued to drop

My hubris has deemed my love notorious and spurious
My emotions...