I Wish You Knew

I wish you really did love me the way you said you did in the beginning because you would be here right now instead of someone else's bed.

I wish you could see me for the person i am now and not for the woman that you believe me to be all those years ago.

I wish you feeling the beating of my heart every time your close. The burn of my skin where your hand have been. The taste of your skin after i have kissed you to let you know where i have been.

I wish you could hear my heart and how it falls apart when we are arguing and you leave me alone. Then how it sings such a beautiful song when you tell me how much you love me.

I wish that you still did all of these things because they are all my favorite memories. My pillow is now stained with tears and my heart feels as...