I got a lot going in my life this time,
but with no reason or rhyme, and i can't understand why seems I'm doing just fine, comfortable in mind then lose track of time, soon after that I'm difficult to find.

Maybe when my thoughts come back around,
some clues possibly be found to pinpoint that time i vanished with not even a sound.

Professionals say stuff like "Racing Mind Thoughts" they say this is the cause, my obvious flaws, I need a way to slow down, maybe just pause look inwardly in and observe what mayham I've caused.

When I do it's so hard to see, lookin like a blind man who was led into a tree, confusion busting at it's seems, no way thats all caused by me and an impossible disease.

Many of us suffer in silence but some will turn violent when they display their defiance just sick of being studied so closely like some sort of subject of science just to be segregated after and looked upon like we're unwanted items.

I want to give you some insight in, now I won't try to defend the harsh reality of many others and their drug addiction and the lengths they go plus the shit they'll see thru. Lie, cheat, steal and sometimes kill, I'm with you wondering what the fuck is the deal.

Unfortunate and sad it is, but it's the world we live in, all of us gotta make the best of it although we all know it's shit. Just put a smile on as fake as it is and try to pretend then if we do it enough perhaps maybe we'll become friends.
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