It was you who ignored all the signs when you saw my blank stare?
Listing to the left because all of those that went before you- didn’t care .
I know that now,
because you are gone.
You warned but cursed me at the same time.
I am not your and you are not mine.
aplolgizing,
for loving too strong
too much for a man
who won’t lift me up,
daily exclaiming I am not the one
so I am sorry I’m wrong.
‘Tangled’-up in you*
Has become a dreadful song.
normal is only a setting on a washing machine
justifying to yourself why it makes sense to be hideous and mean.
somewhere the Feelings changed;
at least they did in you,
my reality is clouded
because of you.
all bets are off
when you scribbled
words on a tent
that was the color of blue.


© Lizdashi$