#MirrorReflections
Maybe this is the new normal for me
Alive but I barely breathe
Can't look into those eyes in the mirror
The more I think I barely know her
So haunted , like it's forever Halloween
No chocolates , where did all the fun go ?
So hollow ,is there still a side where grass is green ?
Different versions of the same ghost
Who am I dressing up for , for whose show ?

Is this the new normal for me
Or is the way I've always been
I tell myself it's just a bad day
The same kind for the past 20 years

No , I didn't grow up to my dreams
She is not what I thought I'd would be

It is all so confusing,
Maybe I should close my eyes and go to sleep
Wake me up when you've found me

Maybe this is the new normal for me
Alive but I barely breathe
Stars are long dead when I go to sleep
And the dreams I get are not so sweet

Hey God up there, are you hearing ?
This isn't what we agreed
I am not her , who is she ?
I asked her , she repeats after me
I am so annoyed by own self
So annoyed , i might just kill
Some say it’s sin , i say it’s bullshit
And when I do ,you 'll be next
Hey you , yes you , are you hearing me ?
Still Pretending deaf , now are we ?
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