Could have been strong and confident,
could have been a person every body wants,
could have been so much more,
she is so pretty and he is so cool,
she is intelligent and he is smart,
but their worst traits,
the things I hate about them,
are the things I hate about myself,
they deserved better than me,
but all they got,
is the worst of both sides in one...

I'll never know what it feels like to feel happy,
cause every time I smile,
I know it'll go away,
I'll never know what it feels like to be...