Sometimes I can't find the words,
that fills up my messy head.
Can't find the effort to smile,
Or get out of my silly bed.
The world sometimes feels like
I don't fit and belong to,
And even when I make the effort,
A smile just doesn't last long.
I could pretend with all my might
That I am the happiest I can be.
Surrounded by the world, it seems
Lonelier I couldn't be.
Not sure what may be the answer
Not sure I am really keen
To spend another day here,
Living this dreadful dream.
But I must find some courage,
Light a fire inside my heart
And find happiness for life again,
And I know where shall I start.
I'll walk among the forest
And feel the crisp sea breeze
And lay among the meadow
And listen to all bees.
I'll figure out the mayhem
And gaze at all the stars
And dance to every sunset
With a smile inside my heart.

© daisys