They say it's just a feeling
But it's not it is a lifestyle
A lifestyle that is too hard
Too hard to manage.

They said I'll find it if I woke up
To birds chirping and the sweet morning breeze.
But the breeze feels like a touch from the devil.
The chirping sounds like an ear bleeding chorus of the demons.

So I tried to laugh and it felt amazing.
Laughing without a care in the world
Just enjoying my own voice
A voice they can never feel
Only I can feel it.

It finally made sense.
The beauty comes from me
It comes from within
Believing in my own voice
Gave me what I long searched for.
My happiness.

True happiness.