Back when I was in high school
They knew me as a stalker
who do things inappropriately
with my teenage crush
back when I was in high school
they saw me as rebellious
that can't control myself,
they assumed I was a problematic
but they didn't know,
before I was a teenager in high school.
I used to do everything,
they want me to do
I used to be whatever
they want me to be,
being truthful
the reason why
I am the way I am.
Relate to my spoiled life
as an only child,
I wasn't exactly like typical norms.
When I was a child,
I can't do things by myself
can't do things on my own,
even though my avoidant dad
usually wasn't at home often.
All my life,
I had been raised by a secure mom
no matter how busy she was
she still took care of me,
life decisions are hard for me to do
on my own
that is why I rely on my mom.
From my Chinese Asian culture
I had been influenced by older
people in my life,
to the point where
didn't know who I was
my behavioral imitation
give me popularity as a child,
the real reason why
I usually was a likable child
who used to be recognized by
people walking by.
Due to...