as your blood sheds
my heart breaks
my eyes can't handle this much pain
so they soak themselves in tears

it was my stupid carelessness that brought us here in the first place
it was me,
all me
I'm sorry,
I'm so very sorry

I might look like I dont give a shit
but I go to the bathroom and cry my eyes off for you
the guilt slowly swallows me,
eating me hour by hour
giving me zero space to breathe
SUFFOCATING me

sorry but my voice can't help but crack

Im sorry
I know I don't show much
but when u hurt
I hurt.


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