I'm in the driver's seat, I'm losing control...
Riding with my senses dole..
Tainted spent soul, ignoring the passengers toll...
Should I just put a bullet in my skoal...
Or drive right into this pole...
self sabotage and destroy all my future goals...
This voice of dark, I'm slipping, my mind not whole...
Hes taking over, jus let go, drift into his black hole...
Waking up from blackouts, lost time, my psyche stole...
Inner self hijacked, why am I smoking more of this bowl...
I can feel his transition, he's kicking and clawing to take over my mind, body and soul...
My inner struggles gemini...
Who to follow who to defy...
One's righteous, the others...